Do you know that sadness that comes and won't go away, the tears that flow from nowhere, the difference in breathing how hard it is to be able to take a deep breath the tears that come and go and won't stop? Being told the one you love and care for so much is not doing well and there's not a thing you can do about it? Haveing that thought that it can change for the worst? Wanting to help so bad but being so helpless to them? Or how about the feeling of the Cailm and knowing the storm is coming but not knowing how bad it will be, but knowing that history repeats itself you let it get to you? Do you know what it feels like not wanting to be in your own skin? Feeling like such a failer? Being so alone when you are surrounded by people? Or being with people but not having a thing to talk about cause you're so awkward, or have no interest? Do you know what it feels like to try and be happy try and keep a smile on when ypur world/life is crashing so slowly? The feeling of just wanting to find out but knowing you'll never know unless you keep fighting but tired of fighting so much that DEATH always sound like the high road? Do You know what it's like living not being able to Handel life? Do you have any fucking idea?